5w3d nightmares

Ok so all night last night I dreamt about bleeding and trying to see a doctor. However I could never get one to examine me and never get anything confirmed. I think my dreams were just reflecting my actual anxiety over the being out of control in this situation and the unknown. Today I feel a little better about everything, despite the dreams. My boobs are more sore today again. I don't feel sick or anything like that but I slept for a million hours and I am still sleepy. I have to make it 10 more days until I go to the doctor for my second ultrasound to see how/if the babies have grown and their heartbeats. Will there be two live babies? Will there only be one? Will it all be over? Those are my possibilities. I am hoping for choice A or at the very least, B. I think if I felt more sickly I would be a little less negative, not that I enjoy being sick lol. I just am still trying to take this one day at a time and know that it could all end at any moment.