Ok that's BS. I really have only not tested because I have been too sick to leave the house to buy tests. Of course if I hadn't spent the last 8 days practically bed-ridden from debilitating migraines or that day of nausea/vomiting, I would have gone out and bought at least 8 tests. So here I am. I have no idea if this worked this time. All I know is that I have had a headache since my first PIO shot, my boobs are sore (on and off), I have slight waves of nausea occasionally, especially if I am hungry, and I tend to tear up and cry all the time. I'm not a crier. But I cried through watching almost all of my DVR shows, while reading other's blogs. It's so random. I probably should start testing. I'm feeling better at the moment so I may actually be able to run to target later and buy some.
In other news, I find it strange that every night I am waking up with a searing headache across my forehead. Then I breathe deeply switch positions and feel a little better. Wtf? I have consulted "Dr. Google" and have narrowed this down to three causes: one-I'm crazy, two-I have intracranial hypertension and will need a cerebral spinal fluid lumbar tap to diagnose, or three-I have developed sleep apnea. I'm kinda leaning towards choice one, but it's every night!! I can't wait to find out if I AM pregnant and am enduring all of this misery for a good reason, or if I am NOT pregnant and can stop all this madness. I won't even be too upset about it this time. I need to recover my health, weight, and sanity. To continue another cycle will involve a whole new round of IVF. I want to be in a better place physically and psychologically before I do!!
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