So I'm kind of over this all today. I feel like this whole IVF process takes a lot bigger toll on my psyche than anything I've done before, not to mention physically. I feel like if I knew it would work I would be a lot less whiny about it, but I have no idea if my one little embryo will survive the thaw and that's frustrating. On the other hand, I don't know if I can just "give up" on trying to do everything I can to have a baby. Ahh. Ok rant over. I guess I just need to vent every so often. There are very few people in my life who even have a fraction of a clue of what I'm going through right now physically and emotionally but I do appreciate everyone's support.
Day 6 of lupron injections and had my first migraine. Feeling better after a dose of immitrex. Starting to feel like I'm losing complete control over my emotions. Feeling more weepy and short tempered. Hot flashes are starting at night and I haven't been sleeping too well. All in all, still doing much better than last cycle.
We are having a Halloween party tomorrow night, which is going to be super fun! I wish my sister could be here but on the plus side this is something I wouldn't be able to do if I were pregnant now or if I had a 5 month old baby so hey! Party hardy!!
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